Monday, April 18, 2016

Unclear.

Uncertain.
This feeling in my heart.
This feeling of longing.
Of belonging.

Guilty.
Of the evil in my heart.
The thoughts running in my head.
Corrupted with sinful desires
Jealousy and pride.

Envious.
Of a life not my own.
Different to this.
Better than this.

Regretful.
For wanting the other.
For wanting more.
Than what I have.

Pretending.
To be living another life.
Disillusioned.
By reality.

Ungrateful.
For the blessings
Gifts and trusts from above.
Everyday.

Praying.
For forgiveness and mercy.
If only
I was deserving.

Waiting.
For a sign.
A glimpse of hope.
In time.

Patience.
Is what I need.
But I lack.

Forgive me
My Lord.
For I have wronged my soul.
And You.

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