Saturday, August 22, 2015

In the middle of the sea.

Where do I even begin?
Things arent as I imagined.
My mind clustered. Words jumbled. Emotions flustered.
There are too many things. Too much to do. 
Lost on my own. Nowhere to turn, no one to seek. 
Except Him, the Only One who sees,
This trouble in my heart, the worries in my head,
What do I do? What do I do?
A mid-life crisis, is it what this is?
It can't be happening so, I'm only a quarter of a century old.
Why then, does it seem this way?
Up and down, up and down. Trying so hard to stay afloat.
One, two, three, four.
It doesn't seem to end anymore.
And I'm drowning.
In the middle of the sea.